It was 7:00AM, when I woke up to what I wish was just a nightmare. Lately the nightmares I have had aren't even as bad as reality. Grandmother tries to convince me that, "It is a new day my dear." as if that is supposed to make everything better. After pressing snooze on my alarm a couple times, and lying in my bed reminicing for a while.. eventually I managed to roll myself out of bed. I gathered my thoughts of mother and put them in the back of my mind, so I could be mentally present and physically prepared for my first day at a new school. My father and grandmother gave me a pep talk before exciting the door of my old former life, into the new chapter of what they call, "Acceptance."
This should make an interesting day..
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